That line is the
string of your kite, and your next few paragraphs turn into the base of the
kite. You need to decide what your kite is going to look like, and then run
with it. I compare your writing to a kite, because the feeling that you get
when you run with the kite, is similar to the feeling of writing to some of us.
It’s a rush. It’s the wind blowing through your hair. It’s feeling one with
something else and knowing that however this turns out, you enjoyed it along
the way. After all, isn’t that why we do the things that make us happy? We want
some kind of instant gratification. If writing is really what excites you, then
it doesn’t matter if anyone else sticks around to appreciate it.
In my eighteen
years on this planet, I couldn’t tell you how many hours I’ve spent writing. My
finger tips have glided across the keyboard for hours at a time, only to leave
behind unread words and forgotten stories. Many of my stories have been lost to
crashed computers, technological mishaps, and my own volition. That doesn’t
mean that they are worthless. Those stories helped me grow. They gave the
opportunity to practice writing and the chance to figure out what worked for me
and what didn’t.
Sometimes I would
sit at the computer for hours, writing until I didn’t have any more words in
me. Moments later, I would delete it all. A few writers around the world just
cringed from the cosmic energy I just released into the universe from simply
writing about erasing my words. But so many other writers sympathized with me,
because they have been there. Sometimes you just need to dump and start fresh.
You will feel so much better, I promise. Deleting something doesn’t mean it
didn’t exist. For a brief period of time, you were affected by those words.
They did something for you, and no one can take that away from you. But there’s
a time when you need to get over it and move on. It’s the only way you will
grow as a writer.
You may not agree
with me right now, and you may not even like me. Who am I, a self-proclaimed
amateur without any kind of degree or proven authority, to tell you how to
write? If you’re still hung up on that, then you’re missing the point. I’m not
telling you how to write. I’m sharing how I feel about writing as a writer, as
a reader, and as someone who will always cherish the written word. It would be
blissfully ignorant of me to think that I have mastered the art of writing by
occasionally posting on a blog with a total of maybe 5 readers and taking a few
writing classes in high school. I have a long way to go, and I’m not there yet.
But when I run out of words to say about everything else, I write about what makes
me passionate. I write about the kite that I’ve crafted. I write about writing.
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